Final port of call

Staring at my timepiece,seconds pass tick tock,
I wait with bated breath,the ship hasn't arrived yet at the dock.
This is my calling to a one way journey to an unknown quantum,
Nobody around,I'm in solitude;mood sombre and thoughts random.
May be not yet,Inside there still is left may be a few drops of fight,
These bloody books and movies have convinced me to look for a white light.
Its funny how I always wanted to be most talked about,
Trivial as it may sound,attention is what I wanted with a desire to stay humble with no clout.
Yet I was just one amongst everyone,it finally took my frailty to garner the poison chalice of fame,
Every heart melted,silent tears were shed,and there were pitiful glances of shame.
I got fruits,flowers and even a blonde wig, aah have I been a good human being?
I guess so,I leave with no regrets ;always had a melody to sing.
I've apologized for every wrong,and hope my karma counts for every righteous deed,
The ship looms large,the horn hoots may be its time,may be after all there is a white light indeed.

Ramble On...

This blog is a sacred space. No one really ventures on to these lands, or dips their feet in the waters here. I cant stop rambling on or writing or singing. These are things just genetically engineered in my DNA by our alien ancestors. While twitter is about ranting (mostly) my blog is about tranquil. Some times, yes I like humour based fillers but I rather vent out my anger and bitterness rather channelize it by writing about love and death. I still continue to write when lighting strikes me, in a raksha (auto rickshaw) or in office or whenever I dont choose a moment. Thank Francesco Totti, that the blackberry torch has kept safe all the little rhymes and sonnets. Am I back to blogging?....... White noise.........

2012

Its been almost a year since I posted anything. But unlike the cob webs seen here, the past year has been tremendously fruitful and creative. Its just like how you see a slim guy and assume that he has no health complications.


2012 has been very unique. I have done and experienced new things, ventured in to new horzions. Its been a year where I constantly pushed myself. Work took priority, regular and extra curricular. Finances improved and hence family relationships took a beating as more money meant more social commitments. New friends happened, old ones were cut off some by me some by the other party. Did not make a big difference as I stopped caring. Hey I grew a pair, finally.

Goa with Omi happened, Gautams wedding happened, then a real blank space fills in my sober, nico craving blood which is reaching my brain.

I finally decided to get over her, I battle was fought and won against myself. The stupid guy I was, ah I shall always be like this fuck it. A person is interesting but trust me the chances of Roma winning the Italian Serie A look more promising than this thing.


I dont know when or if I shall blog again. I shall but cant say when. Could take 2 days or 2 decades or 2 gay hunters who threaten to show their gun if I dont blog. The point is I have a legit Gmail id and I thought might as well make the most of it.

It'll be so cool If I log out and the world ends.

Actually no, I want to see the grand finale of this fascinating and for me one of the best years I have seen. 2 0 1 2 Baby!