My past life

Yes Ive found out the secret of my past birth.No Im in perfectly proper mental condition,I always was.Ive been doing a lot of star alignments and birth charts and Ive found a suitable conclusion.People percieve me as a psycopath but trust me a crystal ball-less seer.I just observe,analyse and find out.The answer is lying just in front of youre eyes or just around,you just look at it more carefully.Youre life is a mission with all the clues around you.Signs are sent you from time to time,you jusy have to notice it and follow youre path.

Here is the analysis of my past life-
was in Rome,and i died early and i left some wishes unfulfilled.(Mostly an opposition fan stabbed me)So whenevr i used to play FIFA 00 some years back,i used to win with every team i used to pick except Roma.Which made me pick roma again and again,and today i support Roma with my heart and soul.Also,the Trevi fountain which i saw in Bon Jovis song,made me feel like Ive seen this place before,and i was astounded by the beauty of rome. Im a bigtime traveller,and other cities seemed banal compared to rome.Also,the myth of the trevi is,that when you throw a coin,you are destined to come back to rome.And knowing me I would have wasted 1000 pesos on it.So now Im going back to home sweet Rome.
I owe Mumbai,a lot of things and Im indebted to this fantastic city,
but my past was Rome and shall always be the future.
Its like Lord Krishna.Yashoda raised him up,but Devaki was always his Mother.

Read my next blog.Its a connection with a gilr(can't name her,shes asking too much money and i declined to pay so much for the rights)
She was an Italian was born and raised in France.So for her the french bringing up instilled a French way in all her aspects of life.

That is the story of why we met. . .

Why We Met. . .

For the past couple of months Ive been hooked on to the astrology mumbo-jumbo of a different kind.Finding about my past life and previous birth.Ive looked at books,excerpts et al as I believe that we carry on with our unfulfilled wishes carrying on from our previous lives,and that our destiny is partly scripted by ourselves.If you've done plenty of good karma,youre bound to reap certain benefits right?I think the benefits are some people you meet,and you feel a strange kind of connection,I think I know him from somehow,theres a strange kinda energy which is shared.As in my case Ive met a ton of people who I dont remotely relate to,but some of them just give you a strange feeling.A connection that is beyond science,i think Ive met you before but I know I havent.Does that mean I know that person from a previous birth,I definitely think so.There are some people who i feel a burning rage without any reason.My nemesis from a previous birth?Hmm could be.

Let me share an experience with one such person.Cant say the name but its fairly decent enough say that Ive known her recently since I havent met anyone after her from my previous birth.The moment I saw her,I had that same feeling,man I think this face is familiar.Its different from you know a crush,lust or attraction.That feeling cannnot be put into words even now.When we started talking is when I realised the intensity of my madness.I checked with my local psychat and she said I was doing ok and i wasnt hallucinating or going bonkers.Anyways my crazy analysis was that this girl deserved all the happiness and joy in the world.May be in my previous birth I didnt comply to her demands or just left abruptly causing her tremendous pain and may be this birth I get to make amends.I did things Ive never did before in my life.Like making emotional presents and giving the most materialistic thing she wanted in my own creative way.I also penned her some lines which I think is by far my best work,Cos even when I read it today,I break down in tears.
Today,she thinks Im nuts(which I am) and even if she doesnt accept it on face,she would rather not talk to me.I did go a little overboard but what I did was for her happiness.And she knows that whenever she wants anything Im there.The past pay back karma has taken a back seat,because I fear that she might remain aloof with me forever if I dont stop my emotional crap nonsense.So after taking a lot of intoxicants and then rehab Im a little mellowed down now.

I always tell her,destiny made us meet cos it wanted you to learn from me.She knows it we have some kinda connection,but never understood what it was.
Ive solved it.We are poles apart and if we had met at anyother point of life she would have slapped me,I would never talk to anyone like her because we are poles apart.
We met because you deserved all the happiness from my side as I know the selfish narcissistic AJ from the previous birth would have abated you when you needed help the most.
That is why we met.
Lead a happy life girl